death

I feel like killing myself. Bf and his mom are fighting. Screaming fight. I am stuck in the awkward position of wanting to hide away and never come back. I want to curl into a little ball in the closet and die. I don't want to be here. I am tired of it all.

jelousy

Soo my boyfriend juss added some chick on facebook, and of course I have no reason to be jealous, buuuut does that matter no. I still am jealous, over a person on facebook. I tell myself not to be, but of course that doesn't work. Something inside of my brain just switches on and bam I'm jealous. I want it to go away. I don't want to be a snoop and check his messages, but then at the same time I do want to. I want to know what this chick is saying to my man, or why this chick is interested in talking to my man, he's mine, not hers. I know thats all really bad and kind of possessive, but its how I feel. I don't want to feel like this, but I do.....