dear "best friend"

The problems with best friends is you have to trust them. If anything happens to your friendship you have to trust your secrets won't be used against you. Like rape for instance. You have to be a cold hearted person to use rape as an insult. But I guess anyone who would be friends with a person like me must have some issues. How do you call someone, who was supposed to be your best friend, a "no good rape victim"? People are cruel. I don't think I need a best friend. I don't need a best friend to use my secrets against me as insults. Trust, its such a squirmy little bug, easily crushed and disgusting. Don't need it. I'll just stick to my writing...