to much

Everything this past week has been to much on my body. The stress is making my stomach churn and my head pound. I wish I could just lay down and never wake up. I had the worst day today with my bipolar, every little thing bothered me, like my friend tickling MY boyfriend, my friend being here, my friend talking like a baby. Last night my friends morning sickness and my emetophobia acted against eachother, and that really killed me this morning. I was so emotionally drained. I am still so emotionally drained. I wish they would leave, or I could, I wish there was somewhere safe I could hide away from all this stress....