sometimes

Sometimes I just want to give up. I wanna curl into a lil ball and fade away. Lately I have been putting job application after job application in, and between losing jobs and not getting hired I juss want to give up. I sit here feeling broken and confused. Why aren't I good enough to work for you. On top of that I never fully lost the weight I gained. Its disappointing.  How do I fix myself so people like me....